February 2012
66 posts
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he went around with a lead pipe
smashing in peoples’ headlights
just to offer them a ride home.
just another person in a lonely
world taking it into his own hands
to make himself significant.
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“You have ideas and you have insights, and if you think deeply enough, they will...”
– my anthropology of human rights professor
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we in ashes
fell down the
wishing well
to hell in
hand baskets
overturned so
posies spilled
like pills we’d
overdosed on
the fantasies—
our broken
crowns scatter
and melt in
the light.
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you are not my sunshine
and you do not make me happy
no matter what color the sky
or how unfavorable the weather
sometimes i wish i never knew you
but most of the time i just wish
you cared more.
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its those thoughts you think when you wake up in the middle of the night feeling like you forgot to breathe for an hour. you need the air but you wonder if its toxic. so many things seems to be toxic. you can’t use antiperspirant because the aluminum in it might give you breast cancer but if you use regular deodorant you’ll never find a husband for all the pit stains in your...
me: *leaves room and walks into kitchen*
dad: hey she came out of her hole
dad: it's like you live in a cave
dad: we haven't seen you in a while
dad: it's like you're a gnome or troll or something
dad: you only leave to stock up on food
dad: oh and there she goes
dad: walking right past me with her food
dad: see you in a few days
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this is one way you know you love someone:
you find someone just like them
and still feel all the difference
in every moment that you speak.
hey if you've begun following me in the past...
i would love to hear! welcome, by the way !! [:
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“Well here we are,” she said. “I’m angry. I have no milk left in the fridge— I am tired. I may be catching a cold and I have you here, knocking on my door for the first time in four months because you just happened to be in my part of town.” She shook her head. “Do you have any idea— any idea just what you put me through, these past four months? And now I am supposed to go out of...
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questions.
ever look up at a flickering star—
think somewhere in the dark
someone’s putting out
his last cigarette?
when alone by the shore have you
wished or believed one day
you may find a bottled letter
written for you?
what would you answer
if someone asked you what do you see
when you imagine
hallelujah?
stateless1972:
“I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and walking home alone. It gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely....
i think i may go away for a while...
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what do you do to feel alright
what do you do to feel alright
or are you new here?
do you know the hurt
so well you could recite it
by heart
or have you forgotten
everything
you are
good
everything
is fine
everything
was wonderful
every little thing
you’ve make up
in your mind
to keep out
the not alright.
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myth.
there was a woman who lived in a house all alone. she’d had a family. but her son went off to college. then her daughter. then her husband passed away one night. quietly; the neighbors heard no ambulance. and all that was left in the house was this woman, and dozens of empty picture frames on the walls and tables; and one picture of her, she held, the last time i saw her. it...
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a a a girl
said
she la la la loved
him
the wha wha wha one
who tore
language
apart.
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everyone kisses another one’s cheek
and everyone’s holding another in sleep
and i’m in my bedroom, before a blank screen
because love never fails to evade me.
i'm in a singing mood today.
maybe i’ll share later.
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please excuse me if i disappear
or do not recognize you when you’re passing
don’t take it personally dear
it’s just, for me, you’ve become quite exhausting;
i cannot always be all you require—
i cannot always bear your heavy load
i’m sorry to say that i must (for a while) retire,
i’m on energy saving mode.
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help!
i can’t get the “stuff i like” thing to work. anyone have any clues as to how to actually add it in? i used: http://www.tumblr.com/docs/en/custom_themes#likes
and i just added in the {block:} part… and it failed…
i don’t remember html that well…
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if my shyness were wrapping paper
would you tear right through or
peel away gently, fold up neatly
and set beside you to admire
after you have claimed the gift?
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a jump rope rhyme.
coca cola bottle cap
twist and turn and bend and snap
pick a partner spin her ‘round
don’t let go she’ll hit the ground
if you’re sure now lift her up
dip her down like pouring cups
of coca cola in your mouth
that is what this rhyme’s about.
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new followers!!!
oh my gosh so many of you tonight. if you’re here because of unka glen, then wow— i just feel so humbled !! when he messaged me to check his page, i was just so … happy— honored— wowed.
i hope you enjoy and are encouraged by my blog. ♥
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sometimes she got lost
when he held her—
when he held her
made her wonder
did he know what he was holding
holding only a body,
skin and hair
arms and legs
and chest and skull
with two brown marbles
through which light could pass for vision;
but did he see?
her emptiness,
did he feel it?
when he held her did he hold her
like a nearly-lost balloon?
like he knew she’d be...
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today is the taste
of grapefruit not ripe
yet as i look at my
reflection i’m unsurprised
to find a sour expression
on my face as these
and these and these
and these old feelings
fill the space between
morning and night,
you know it’s not right
the way we walk with
our eyes on our feet
as if nothing is but the
ground beneath them.
if nothing is but the
ground beneath us...
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the girl collapsed like burning buildings in my lap
and i became an earth of arms enfolding her
unnatural disaster.
once an ocean of words i found myself speechless,
whispering cries and praying for comfort from one
no one can touch.
i am rockabyeing my darling goodnight, singing
God grants sleep to those whom He loves,
so sleep daughter, sleep; what else
could i have sung?
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i have currently never abhorred anything more strongly than i abhor this article i am supposed to write a critique of.
please excuse me while my brain explodes.
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every day
a slim sleek stone
gray and round
set down
before me.
God knows where
these go,
but i’m going
where they lead.
and i hope
there i find
all my hopes
and my dreams.
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you were like
one hundred goldfish
of a love.
something simple,
sweet and fleeting.
well you were lovely
while you lasted
but you were never
quite for me.
i never needed
one hundred goldfish;
all i need
is one whale
of a love.
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maybe the butterfly flies so lightly because she knows she won’t last forever. even the air presses against her like it’s crushing her, just so gently. the wind is blowing her like he’s angry, just careful not to be too harsh. little children reach for her, to befriend her, not knowing that they may deform her— catch her by her wings, and wound her— tear an antenna...
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shit i’m on the bottom of your shoes aren’t i? you walked all over this great earth like i was dirt beneath the arches of your nikes. your nikes are ugly. the color, the style, the way they make your running just that much more a source of pride and comfortable to you. why don’t you shed the skin for a change? feel your naked feet against the grain of the cracking sidewalk. ...
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“You begin to consider things you’ve never considered. You cringe when he calls other women beautiful. You wish to be those women, to feel his mouth praise you in such a way. You do things you’ve never done. He is unmoved. You become a woman in a way you’ve never been one before. You decide you can’t be anything to him. You can’t be on layaway. You’re no fool. You know a man can love you...
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i think right now would be a really good time for some guy to be sitting beside me or at least texting me to see how i am. that would be a nice february surprise. how about that, hm, fate?
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my boy flies on wings
of fire straight into the
sun.
i look up at the above
& i wonder if he kisses
me.
sometimes its best to
still believe, despite it
all.
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if you’ve got a smoke
smoke it
if you’ve got a woman
hold her
if you’ve got a heart
light it
but don’t be so afraid
of the dark either.
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i hadn’t expected you—
that wasn’t so nice;
and i couldn’t be mean
‘cause i couldn’t think twice
you didn’t give me the time
that i needed to think;
you really put the
oh hell
in my hello
this evening.
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chaiivee:
i don’t know what to say to you.
i just want the wind to blow from between my lips.
i just want to close my eyes and blow backwards into nothing,
everything.
i just want to become breeze
become air,
and spin the leaves up into your face—
you’ll awe.
you’ll stand—
not knowing what to say.
or who to say it to.
i’ll have you
instead of you having me.
as i stand here,
all i...
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when all else fails, sometimes i just listen to india arie.
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no no
not on earth
not on green
or blue
or brown
in black;
no not on earth
not on lips,
kisses tucked into
whispers blown
against ears;
no not on earth
not on fingertips
pressed against
porcelain, ivory
silver or stone
in the earth,
no, not here,
not in our lifetime
not over my living
body;
i miss i miss i miss
the green the blue
the brown the black
the every hue.
why...
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if you’ve ever loved
stay here a while
if you’ve ever wandered
ever lost
ever thought of
someone gone
for far too long,
come stay a while.
if you’re alone
and i’m alone,
we may as well
stay side by side
a lonely you
and lonely me
we can stay together
for a while.
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the simplest account of how i became.
a rose
a hand
a little girl
a shovel
a knife
another little girl
a sign
a star
a woman
a song
the moon
a poet